Internet people, I am so fucking tired. I am so tired that I can't remember ever not feeling tired. I am so tired that I wake up angry and mean. I am so tired that I can't even go to sleep when the opportunity presents itself. My baby boy has never slept great, so I have been functioning on very little sleep for the past 6 months. And largely, I was fine with this arrangement. But this cold virus has pushed me over the edge. Guppy has been waking every fucking hour at night. EVERY HOUR. This has been going on for the past 4 days. I feel sorry for the little guy, but I think I feel more sorry for myself.
My head is pounding. I have been eating like a pig. I yell at my other children for the slightest infraction. I can't concentrate on anything. I have no motivation to clean the house or fold the laundry or cook dinner. I feel like I am just barely able to get through each day. Life is just no fun when you aren't sleeping.
This post is so annoying. I am such a whiny baby. Okay, let's
pretend that I didn't just write the world's most boring post. Instead,
let's do something productive! I know, let's bake a German Chocolate
When my lovely cake stuck to the bottom of the pan, I lost my shit and cussed loudly. Then (because I am super mature and level-headed) I threw the cake pan. Finally, I ate half the destroyed cake right off the counter top. It was a bad morning.