Monday, June 20, 2011

In this post, I act like my life is really hard. Woe is me.

I've had this insane roller coaster of emotion weekend. I wrote this overly dramatic post about my health insurance on Friday, but then I decided not to post it. Long story short, my husband's company is switching insurance companies 2 weeks before my due date. When I realized that my doctor and hospital might not be covered by the new company, I had an emotional breakdown. I fought back tears all evening.

The next morning I found out that my good friend C had her baby! I am so excited for her, but it really drove home the fact that I only have 2 months left until I deliver this baby. On a certain level, I feel ready. I mean, I already have 2 crazy little monkeys to care for. How much harder could 3 kids really be? But on the other hands, I feel completely overwhelmed by the concept. I haven't cared for a baby in years.

Saturday night we watched my friend C's daughter. It was our first official sleepover. The kids were beyond excited. They went to bed a little late (as I expected), but they were actually really good. However, Porgie is just getting over a cold and she is still coughing at night. I guess my paranoia that Porgie would wake her little friend got the best of me, because I woke up at every little cough and clearing of the throat. I got up exhausted.

Sunday was Father's day, and my husband seemed to be in a bad mood. Couple that with the fact that I was feeling all hormonal about nothing, and you have a recipe for a bad day. I tried to keep it together for John, but I felt like I was on the verge of tears for most of the day.

Today I plan on sticking close to home and getting some stuff done on my "to-do list." I think that might make me feel a little better. I need to kick this funky feeling in the ass.


kristi said...

My hubby and I got into an argument on Saturday. I hate arguing! Hope you have a better week.

Chris said...

Ewww. Hate those funky feeling days. Hope everything works out with your insurance and that you have a much better week!

Lindz said...

First of all, I have been the worst blogger lately which is why I am just now finding out there will be a third cakerwaker! Congrats.

Man do I understand the whole "my life is so hard" feeling. It sucks. But on the bright side of things, soon you'll have a little snuggle bunny and hopefully you will only be able to focus on that.

Jenny said...

Sorry ordeals are never fun to deal with! I hope that they would understand and cover you!

Hormones are flying here today too!

Smile :)

Antropóloga said...

These are all perfectly reasonable things to be concerned about. Me, on the other hand, I can get all worked up about people wanting to give me presents.

Clare said...

i hope things work out with the insurance. that is so so frustrating! we just got a bill for lab work the other day that wasn't billed correctly. ughh, it is always something!

amanda said...

i hate funky feelings. hate them. and you know me, when i get in one, i make them worse by being upset that i am in one.

i am a dork.

but you? you are preggers and you are fully entitled.