melancholy

Don't you hate PMS? I start doing really bizarre things right before my period. I'll be really angry, then really happy, and finally I'll cry over something insignificant. Today was bad. I cried several times. I never cry. Since the inappropriate crying sessions, I have felt completely numb. I have been sitting in a daze for most of the day, thinking about stupid ass things that shouldn't be important to me (but they are). Sometimes it feels like too much - all of the expectations placed upon people in our modern society. We have so much to worry about. I don't know where I am going with this. I am just feeling sad. Sad about little things that shouldn't matter.